I'm BAAAAAACK!

The past few months have been extremely hard.... to say the least! So... in a nutshell (think of this rambling like the one Owen Wilson does in Marley and Me - LOVE the movie!)


FEBRUARY

• Got a BFP!!! First cycle TTC after our MC in October!


• Started spotting two weeks later.


• Went in for ultrasound... measuring a week behind. No HB.


• Started bleeding heavily the next day.


• Miscarried the 3rd week in February at around 6-7 weeks gest.
  
• Agonized over this... but knew that it is all in HIS plan!


• Swore off anything having to do with TTC.

MARCH

• Started planning my sister's baby shower
  
• Cooked an impromptu dinner for DH's birthday - Chef Boyardee and grilled cheese, LOL.

• Got a HUGE snow... Made a snowman with my baby.


• Started rennovation of our backyard. BEFORE PIC.


• Started panning for a Southern Living party that I was hosting. (Can you tell I was trying to keep busy???)


• Got observed twice in one week at work... I am a teacher.


• The next week I had a Data Notebook to turn in and got my yearly evaluation. (STRESS does not even cover it!)


• Anxiety REALLY starts getting to me! It always does around a month after my MC's... I think it's the hormones.


• Successfully hosted the shower and SL party. Had a GREAT turn out for both (: My sister is having a girl... Ashlyn Vivian and the theme of my SL party was Chicks and Chocolate!
  
  
  

APRIL

• Mine and my sister's Birthday and Easter all on the same day (:


• Played with our dog... WALKER!


• Spring Break! Had a blast with my darling son (: (I can feel the stress melting away!)


• After an endless round of POINTLESS Dr appointments I came to terms with the fact that there is nothing wrong with me and how LUCKY I am to have my son and husband... our lovely home... our loving families.... our jobs!
  

I have realized that I cannot spend every waking hour obsessing over something that I have no control over. If it is meant to be then it will happen. I am taking time to appreciate everything that God has blessed me with and just go with the flow. I can't even begin to think about being pg again... it scares me honestly. So for the time being we are not TTC but living our lives and having fun (:


SIDE NOTE: I gave up on the pictures because it was taking WAY too long! If you know a better way to add them please let me in on your little secret!

Love, Jenna